Well this is the beginning of a journey, I decided to start blogging since it was recommended by my psychologist. I guess writing can be so good and therapeutic for me during this hard times I'm going trough since I don't really want to talk much with nobody....
I don't really feel embarrassed because I'm seeing a specialist right now, I don't feel shamed either, actually I feel like I'm doing the right thing, I seeked for help, I just got tired of always pretending I was the super woman, the super mom, the super friend, the super everything and actually I was holding everything in my back...and it was the perfect time to let it out...
Now I'm feeling better, I want to get my life again, I want to get back in track with my exercises and my fitness routines, my mind is healing and so as my body, but I know I would do it, I know God is helping me too...This is a healing process, is not an easy path, but I'm trying and giving my best to do the right thing....
This is a beautiful season, I'm enjoying it with my kids, they're so excited, and I'm so happy to see that Alan is just catching lots of things that last year seemed so far to become a reality...He makes me so proud, he's doing great in school, and his meltdowns had significantly decreased, I can really say I'm meeting my son again, and that's the most valuable gift ever!!! I just can't wait to see his little face when he opens the presents on Christmas...
Well I guess is much for tonight, a long day is ahead of me, and this sleeping pill is showing right now!!! Tomorrow is early class for the kids and we have to be there, after breakfast of course!!! :):)
~Diana
